Lion Love Panda

Bahaha.... * the Spongebob laughter..

Dear, I starting up using this blog again le.. Maybe because i think of having 2blog..  
This one i will only go short bah, but the one of our life is more to a daily stuff.. So must see there also..

Anyway, this is a short post as is also a restarting post, so let just talk about the pass few weeks or month thing bah.. To say is that, we have been working, morning send you to work then i go work at night no matter what i will end my work at 9.30pm just to take bus 196 over to your side to fetch you up from work and send you home and everyday reach home a 11pm.. It's a full cycle and only able to rest well a day. But now we both don't need work already, last day is yesterday and today you sick so i went over to take care of you.. Tomorrow we going out together but i wish that you will be alright.. I just worry about you when i going oversea.. I love you and i know i will miss you till i got sick... Want to come back fast to see you..

Stopping here.. Love you my always dear..

7months 18days.... Still going on and on and forever... I'm yours

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Knock Knock Knock...... So long didn't come over this site already because i have move over to other blog space, more to my own life already.. I didn't manage to use com so commonly because i have work everyday, but tomorrow i taking a day off so i sleeping late tonight and tomorrow will be going to movie in the afternoon so ya.. It's not that early already, going to sleep already.. Blink Blink.. 3am already.. Off to bed.. Yawn..

This blog will not be frequently update because of daily whole day work and sleeping early for a 6am everyday.. =) So if want to see maybe after Sat or Sun, if i do not have work on weekend.. Not sure yet.. Yawnn...  ( > o < )

Goodbye..

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It's 4 oct and i going to bed soon after typing this..

Weather : Windy, cooling....

Feeling   : Sad,moody, worry, afraid, stress, tired....

Emotional went really wild since a few min ago. I dont know why i got such feeling but really just went off itself... =(

Digging a hold in the ground, thinking a lot of thing. Hope that i can just bury everything down there, and dont think about it till exam over.. It just a bad feeling.. Very bad feeling =(

Days have pass, week have end. Seeing u guy lesser and lesser already,but just thinking of leaving u all, afterall i'm the odd one in the group.. Maybe a black sheep who trying to put on a white sheep skin over.. Just not me anymore, many of u have get disappointed with something i did, but that my life.. I know what i want,what i'm doing.. Cant i have my happiness that i really happy, maybe for awhile now i feeling low but that not what often happen... Once in awhile i still have sad and mood time,that what a human life still must have..

I now really worried that i cant go up to sec 5 really, even though i study a lot, putting my heart and soul into study already, my confident drop.. My mind thinking and concept going wild.. CAN I STABLE MY KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAVING NOW!!! I REALLY SCARE AND FIRST TIME FEELING SO SCARE ABOUT SOMETHING =(

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Today, 2 Oct.. I didn't forget it's our 5 month.. Happy 5th Month, Lion Love Panda.. Being through so many thing i really didn't want to loss you again.. Just hopping we can last long..

Graduated today,

I was thinking about something if you can see until.. I really never thought that this feeling will come to me, but it just.. After seeing my Prelim result, i really afraid that i wouldnt be able to see you next year again.. I really want to go up to sec 5 but i really worry about it..                                                                             Mood feeling when thinking is *SAD*

Currently feeling : Sad * but don't want affect you* ):

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After this i have to rush off to bath and get to the dinner.. I look ugly loh.. Zzzz

Weekends again, so sian can see u.. I miss panda..

Cannot drink too much tonight.. Dont want panda sad.... Loves

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I Hate Myself... Hate myself for being so sensitive and thinking so much.. but why am i being like that...Since i already have your words, i dumb and stupid to go think of it again... Is like i feel irritated by someone who everyday call you more than 5 time and keep coming over to your sit. Is not what i see only but others also can and i very sure. I really don't like the feeling at all... Actually i'm having a happy day but because of him, it ruin my day. I being honest bah.. I'm jealous, I'm hurt, I'm sad, I'm confuse, I'm afraid, I'm worried.. Is what i having in me now.. Tonight, is not that i don't want to sleep,but is really cant sleep.. Once i close my eyes,i start to think about you.. I really don't want to lose you like how i did before. Today at the shopping mall i didn't hold until your hand, i really sad, but i hidden it until it get worse in school because of him and i cant hold on to my emotion.. I really hated myself more than how other hate me.. I really don't know what can i do, asking me to don't care about it, it's impossible.. because i love you.. and he keep coming to destroy our relationship, which happen before.. I hate the feeling i having.. I hate it.. I hate it.. I hate it.. Really hate it..  Still cant sleep... I think i stop here, go my room and try to sleep as promise and have to report to you tmr.. Goodnight..

I'm sorry about today. But i really want to say is that, I LOVE YOU & DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU...

<<<I HATE MYSELF>>>

Lion.

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It's been days that we have get back together and everyday there always more happiness. Is seems like days of the past have already change a lot. I really feel u there and really want to keep u close to me. I love you panda. Everyday even though the time i walking u home after school is short, i also really enjoy it. Keeping u by my side days by days, seeing u so happy, i glad and still will want make u happy even more. U always making me worry, but u know i care for u so u didn't scold me or get angry with me =) Today, thanks for going to expo with me, really have make me happy for my days. As u know cars really is something like my favourite thing. I really love you. Hehex.. I remembered ur sis question, if u and ur sis didn't go with me will i go take the model photo.. hehex. I still will say a answer - Nope. Cause i rather see the car than those model, have no interest on other girls but u :) no joke but true.. Hehex... Thanks for the name thing, it's already on my phone. Hope the care-bear will be like me, looking at u and take care of u when u sleep, so u can have a good night sleep for and not always wake up in the night. Ur birthday come.. Hm.. Forget liao.. How?? When har?? Ops... No present cause don't know when.. Hehex..

Keeping u by my side..

Loves panda

Lion

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=) School reopen.. Must not let others know about our stuff.. I dont want u to get said by yt..

It really happy today because u left the plaster on my chair.. I'm touch.. Lion de... After school, got surprise by me bah.. Hehex.. Next time then give u more surprise.. Love you panda. Muacks..

We will remain like that in class after school then close =) got anything want to talk to me about, can sms me if u also feel bored..

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I got trick by my parent for more than 24hours since yesterday. They went to the IT fair yesterday and sign on the Internet plan. There's a plan with u pay 58bucks per year and u will get a Lenovo Ideapad S10-2. I not sure is it a good laptop but i know the brand not bad. I know about this news but my parent insisted that they didn't take the laptop. Today i have been nagging at my mum about it, until just now i see the mail which my mum ask me help my dad see one, from singtel, there will be a laptop going to come with the plan. I got dam happy. But then is got trick... 17/09 laptop come to me....

We have gone through it, knowing that both of us really do love each other. Hope this time wouldn't get into any problem then end the relationship again. For now we don't let class know about it, cause i don't want others to say you. I will do my best to maintain this, wouldn't let it off again. Doing my best. Love you. Thanks for all the surprise you made for me, hope these will continue on. My dear.

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I not sure what to day.. Love is like a sand beside the sea. It can be wash away in a swipe but with the love is strong it will come back..

I just not sure what i have to do.. I confuse..

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